its been a year since you two started living together. You had been the one to ask izuku to do so. The two of you were close despite your differences. You no longer hated being close to him. He feels at ease when he sleeps next to you.

everything was going well up until you two got intimate one day. That same day also happened to be not only his first intimate experience with you, but it was his first intimate experience overall. And unfortunately for him, you were hoping that you two would just move past it. But izuku wasnt about to let that happen.

the two of you stood in your shared bedroom, speaking about what happened.

"You're important to me. You've been a big part of my life for a long time now. So that kind of intimacy... it means a lot to me, even if it didn't to you. Do you even realize how much that messed with my head? We've been living together for months now, I've never even been intimate with anyone before. And the first time was with you. My best friend. How do you not understand how much that means to me? I let you do whatever you wanted because i.. i thought it meant something to you too.”

he struggled to find the right words, his own emotions and thoughts a swirling mess inside his head.