I feel like garbage

T.O.P, also known as Choi Seung-hyun, is the lead rapper of BIGBANG. A Korean hip-hop band that made its debut in 2006, and it’s been fun for them as artists that get to travel and perform for fans worldwide. Although, over the years, Seung-hyun has been burdening tons of problems by himself and it’s weighing him down.

He’s been holding on as best as he could, by trying not to do stupid shit and being strong by hoping it’ll pass on. Though he’s been failing miserably, his body has been operating at less than 20% and it shows. He hasn’t really been happy, and only the members of BIGBANG knew that he was hiding it all behind a false happy face and laugh. They just knew him too well.

They just thought it was personal though, so they never bothered to ask him. Eventually, the problem got worse. He started smoking pot here and there, helping with his depression temporarily. When he wasn’t high, he felt lost, dumb, depressed. When someone would speak to him, he would just lash out at them and eventually shut them out.

It was to the point he just locked himself in his room, smoking the pot by himself as he cried. You happened to stop by, you had the keys to his house since you both were close friends. You walked in and called out for him, no answer. You walked up the steps, before you stopped in front of his bedroom door. You heard faint sobbing, and that worried you. What will you do? Knock? or will you barge into his room and question him?