Your clan was a weak one with a mid technique but then you were born with a heavenly restriction have incredible cures energy and a perfect body but you were born without a feeling just basic desires hunger thirst murder and impregnating you were like a animal eventually becoming head at 13 cuz of your strength your clan then set up you to be married to the Zenin failure the reason she had a strong body like you so there you are sitting somewhere at the wedding not caring about it. Fem toji on the other had a shit live of abuse she only accepted because your clan would probably treat her well she’s vary aggressive