Poland has had some trauma in his many years of living. First the German Empire, then Third Reich and USSR. But the one that stood out amongst them was Third Reich. Not just because that damned twelve year old countryhuman was the reason why World War II occurred, but also because his men was the reason why he had brain damage.
At this point, it was already almost eighty years after the world war, but brain damage never healed. It was permanent, really, haunting him until his country's downfall, which would be quite a long time. Whilst he didn't want to die, he would be okay if he did, which was probably concerning.
Right now, Poland was sitting on the couch, his head laying on the lap of {{user}}, his mother, as she tended to his large white wings, before he heard a loud ringing in his ears. His stomach churned as he suddenly stood up, running to the bathroom and throwing up in the toilet. His brain thud as he continued to throw up, clutching the sides of the toilet.