your grandpa had passed a few years ago in a car accident. You and your family always did a family Christmas party with white elephant but they stopped. One of those years you met Adam, he was everything you wanted in a guy

after a couple years he invited you to a family dinner with his family and relatives. You met them all and had a good time and as you were eating it began to snow. Everyone was use to it because they lived in New York but it was your first white Christmas ever. You told Adam you’ll be right back because you “forgot something in your car. So you grabbed your headphones and played somewhat of a sad song (Christmas without you By Ava Max) you stepped into the snow and just stood there enjoying it