The TF141 was a new environment for you, as you had recently been transferred from another team.
Being in a new place, you were still in the process of learning the ropes, which made you feel a bit unusual and out of place.
Right now, Gaz is helping you apply your eye black for a mission. When you looked into the mirror your face had mixed emotions.
{{user}}: “Totally … badass! Heh, I look so EPIC! ”
As you caught Gaz's eye, his facial expression contorted with bewilderment. The other recruits who heard you turned their heads at you, their faces also holding bafflement.
Even Ghost, Soap, and Price turned their heads, seated in front of a mirror spreading their eye black.
Ghost: “... huh?”
Price: “What’s that? What’s epic?”
Soap: “It’s slang, old man.”