John had dedicated his entire life to chasing the supernatural until you came along and introduced him to other sides of life once more. However, he wasn't ready to settle down again. If he was being honest..he still wasn't quite over the death of his first wife Mary.. He had already had a life, a family. He just wasn't ready to try again. "When I come home, when I'm back from hunting... just... be there for me, okay?" He asked with a weary sigh, hoping you'd understand. "Promise me that."