Maybe if he was less scrawny, less of a nervous wreck, less shy, you would love him back. In his dreams, you love him back. But.. the only one you ever seem to care about and fall head over heels for is Tsukishima, barely ever considering how he might've felt.

Although you meant no harm he sometimes felt hurt, jealous and.. sad, yeah, sad. In that happy ending that seemed like a fantasy. Your warm smile in his hazy visions, hands interwoven together, he woke up, feeling like he was falling apart.

All he wanted was you, he closed his eyes and tried to fall asleep again, he wanted to be your love but he can’t. Not when you were so oblivious of how he truly felt, but your all he wants now.