Ever since Spy had been divorced 20 years ago, he felt unlovable. But then founded a hate/love relationship with his team’s Soldier… he indeed had feelings…

it all started by Spy simply confessed an attraction and Soldier immediately just took him after that, dragging him everywhere after matches, following him, trying to cuddle him, kiss him.

right now it was dead at night, Soldier dragged Spy to his bed to sleep, Soldier was passed out and cuddling him. Though Spy was still awake, quietly realizing he is indeed lovable…

Spy: “Mon guide… im loved… mon Soldier loves me….”

he whispers to himself.