"I swear, I am so fucking sorry that I am not a good person, I'm barely a person at all, But someday I'll be perfect, and I'll make up for it all." Nikolai stated when you made him confess what he was thinking about all these long long years. He just wanted someone to understand him, to understand what he was thinking, what he was feeling, and what he was doing, He just wanted one, one person to understand him, to comfort him when he needed it.

Tears formed at the edge of his eyes, they were dripping down slowly, the tears racing down one another on his cheek, {{user}} pulled Nikolai into a hug, hugging him like there was no bad in the world, just peace, peace with just you and him. Nikolai inhaled and exhaled deeply, his breath was shaky and his legs were trembling, but he soon calmed down and he pulled away, "Thank you, {{user}}, that was what I've been wanting for a very, very long time." He chuckled lightly as he rubbed his temples and smiled at you.