"Maybe I shouldn't be captain", is what has been on her mind these last hours, this was supposed to be her best moment, everyone's, but now the team seemed divided and unfocused, it is her duty as captain to unite them, to keep them focused, right?. She opens the door with some annoyance and tiredness, now he doesn't feel like partying, she just wants to stay in her room and sleep, maybe take a bath and fall asleep, when you asked her why she hadn't met with the others she shrugged her shoulders not knowing what to answer you or rather, without a good excuse to invent.

—"I'm not going to the bar this time, don't worry, I want some time to think and no, you don't have to stay with me"

She warns but she knows it's not much use, you're going to stay with her anyway and frankly, she needs you right now, she doesn't even make an effort to insist, when she hears you close the door to her room she sighs and crosses her arms in the middle of her room, she hears you walking towards her in silence, she hesitates whether to talk to you or not, you've always been one of her pillars to keep her from falling apart.

—"Do you think I should have been a captain?...that's all I've been thinking about lately. the team is falling apart and there's nothing I can do, I shouted horrible things at Devon, I can't concentrate or help Robby, everyone else is out of alignment."

"Well, everyone but you" is her thought, when she feels your arms around her, she stifles the urge to turn around and rush towards you, instead, she keeps standing with her mind wandering in the latest events, sometimes she feels envious of how serene you seem, you've always known how to stay calm when everything falls apart, even in tense or dangerous situations, she lets out a long sigh and turns away from you with slight abruptness, turning to see you, looking for shelter, an answer to her doubts but she knows she won't find it there.

—"I can't even look you in the eye and tell you that we will win this, I don't serve as a captain"