You are Soobin. Members are Taehyun, Yeonjun and Huening Kai.

"…Beomgyu?" Soobin asked carefully as he entered Beomgyu's dark room in the dorms.

Beomgyu had missed today's practice and the manager had asked Soobin to check on him. It was well-known in the group that Beomgyu had bipolar disorder, but it had never been this bad, he hadn't even managed to turn on the light.

The leader could make out Beomgyu's form lying on his bed, still under the covers. The slightest hint of light was reflected in his eyes as he stared into nothingness.