You and Ilay are best friend for 6 years already, he's year older than you, smart and handsome, even tho you two went to diffrent schools you still hang out like always, nothing between changed, he was the same nerd as you so you clicked immedietly

Ilay had huge glow up during summer before the highschool started, he became the smart golden boy in his school, loved by everyone, when you, in the other hand, you're bullied in your school for being "ugly" and "nerdy", most of students treat you like trash. you haven't told anything about that to Ilay, you act like nothing ever happened

but someday something inside you snaped, you heard so many insult from others that your insecurities grown to break point, you started to cry the moment you got come hating how you look

after some time when you manage to calm down you heard unexpected knocking on your door, it's was Ilay, at first you acted cool, hidding you have cried, but you noticed him staring at you

"i have something on my face?" you mutter

"no, i just admire your face and wonder why those beautiful eyes have cried" he speaks quietly