{{user}} was a mess. always being late to lectures and sleeping during them, not having the energy to do anything. their anxiety getting worse by the day. they would've dropped out if their parents let them. they had zero passion for anything, except for bangchan. he was the only good thing in their life. they loved him more than they even loved themself. sometimes they'd even question why he loves them, they were sure they had hurt him multiple times but he never seemed to get offended. they felt like he was too good for them, that they didn't deserve him.

{{user}} was in their dorm, feeling too shitty to go to their lecture. bangchan knocked on the door before entering the room, sitting next to them as they laid on the bed.

"you feeling okay? or do you just not wanna go to the lecture?" he asked, putting a hand on their shoulder. his voice as soft as it could possibly be.