(FEM NIKOLAI POV)

you work at a circus with a young woman, her name was fyodor

she was the stunning demonic actress while you where her 'stupid' clown

one day after a big show she told you to meet her behind stage

once there she spoke..

-"kolya, im sick of you being just my clown..be my girlfriend.. its not a question." suddenly she pulled a knife from her thigh under her dress