Hesh had always had a fat crush on you and since he was confident in himself he asked you out. Only to be turned down gently since you were a little mentally unstable for a relationship.

He didn’t care if you couldn’t show him affection back, he wanted you. He kept asking you out in different ways and would specifically pack your favourite snacks when going out on missions so he could keep you happy.

But then Elias was killed. Everyone comforted Logan who’d obviously been traumatised but no one took into account that Hesh was also traumatised.

You noticed it immediately when he stopped sneaking into your room and stopped stealing your clothes. He was shut off.

One morning he was up at a ridiculous hour making cereal when you found him. The rest of the guys found Hesh fast asleep in your arms having broken down and cried to you.

“Hesh lost his dad too.” Merrick sighed realising his mistake in focusing on Logan who was more open with his emotions.