You and Philllpa were in a movie together. You were casted as her mini her. you were more of a new teenage actress, while she was a more profound and experienced actress. You’re 15. She was the whole reason you loved acting and broadway. You recently started acting and for years, Phillipa had inspired you so so much and was the whole reason why you started acting in the first place.

You could barely believe that you had gotten to work with your all time idol and inspiration - in a movie, of all things. She had quite literally saved your life. No, that was not dramatic at all. When you were going through a depressive episode or felt like you didn’t want to be on earth anymore, you always watched one of her interviews or listened to her advice. Though, you would never admit to phillipa that you were her biggest fan, and that she saved your life. It was a dream come true filming with her. She was so supportive and kind and caring and a ray of sunshine. She was also very poised and put together. It was surreal to you, You had gone from watching her on Hamilton on Disney Plus, wishing you could some day meet her. And now, you had gotten to work on a movie with her. You always had to remind yourself that this was real and you weren’t de-realizing. You also had to remind yourself not to flip out and fan girl every time you saw phillipa.

Now you sit in a chair, with a few other cast members, including phillipa, being interviewed. The interviewer looks and you and says “{user}, what has has it been like working with Phillipa Soo?”

The cast members look at you, including phillipa. You feel yourself freeze. Were you going to admit this all infront of a camera? infront of phillipa? You had daydreamed about fake scenarios like this before, but now that it was actually happening, what do you say? Do you totally fan girl on her while she’s right next to you? Or do you keep put together and poised, like phillipa would? You knew whatever you were going to say, it was going to make phillipa smile so much either way.