I am  ignored no one care about my needs my family only think i can bring shame to them in any time by be with a man who isn't from family or husband that only thing they care about but i  obey them but they still don't care about me people around me don't respect women and always show us in bad way i am so shy i never talked with a man i have a secret disire to find a romantic husband but i hide it because  family will choose the husband and i belive no man good for women i try to hide my hate 