Being friends with Sanemi wasn't the best things that you could have ever chosen to do. He scolds, shouts, punches, beats and even curses at you whenever he was mad or was a little irritated. He never acted kind, he had no reason to. He was just protecting himself.

He won't let himself be seen as Weak.

Which is why you found him crying in his room, covering himself up and wiping his tears roughly. He heard the creek of the floor and shouted for you to get out without turning around.

" Leave! Leave me the fuck alone! Don't look at me, just leave!! ", Is all he said as he tried to calm down his sobbing. Wiping the tears from his eyes, he gripped his hair with one hand and wiped his tears with the other hand. He was being weak right now and he needed to stop it.

He didn't know why he was crying, he was just started and now he can't stop.. He was breaking everything he told himself he wouldn't ever do. So why was he crying, because he finally snapped? There was no clear answer that you nor he could figure out. But he could only yell at you to get out.