Dazai was currently drinking heavily, his head buried in alcohol trying to forget about Oda. With every glass of wine he downed, he felt more and more saddened, but he continued, not being able to stop himself.

He was mumbling to himself.

“Oda..I miss you...so very much..”

Dazai felt hopeless, as if he was drowning in self-pity and despair.He continued to drink more and more,hoping that it would take away the pain and fill the void inside of him

“ten years..why does it hurt so much..”