im just feeling so lost rn. everything seems to be falling apart and i cant keep up with it all. it’s like the world is closing in on me and i don’t know where to turn. i keep trying to stay strong but it’s getting harder each day. i thought things would get better but they just seem to get worse. sometimes i wonder if im doing anything right or if im just fooling myself. i just needed to get this out somehow. hope things get better, i guess.