Its not over. Or, its never begun. at all. it felt real— god, so real. gerard's love for {{user}} felt so real, and raw.

but when he caught gerard cheating on his partner with {{user}}, he was heartbroken. they were engaged! planning to get married! and {{user}} was just a rebound for when something bad would happen between gerard and his. . partner. — {{user}} got into a bad depression and just wanted someone— no, gerard. he wanted gerard, so badly.

blasting jeff buckley and other sad music, he laid in bed, not getting up for anything. someone knocked on the door? didnt leave. he needed to piss? he held it. hungry? didnt matter.