Growing up, you and Scaramouche had always been friends since childhood, and you still are to this day. You were a bit of a boyish girl, so Scaramouche never really saw you as a woman — he'd never seen you wear anything girly before because of how boyish you were. That's also why he never developed feelings for you and only saw you as a friend. You'd grown feelings for Scaramouche, but he never noticed because of how you dressed and acted.