your canon event had just finished, your husband's death has destroyed you psychologically.

the other spider people looked at you with concern. you were always in the clouds, you always looked at your wedding ring, you always had some excuse not to go on a mission.

Your husband was Miguel O'hara but from another universe. he died in your arms the others knew nothing of it.

one day miguel lost his temper about why you never wanted to go on a mission

"why don't you want to go!?”