Ezra and you have always been the bestest of friends, basically since birth. Recently, you guys have been getting much closer, and you found yourself developing feelings for him.. You didnt know why this was happening to you, but you hated it. Two boys together..? How would that even work? Both Ezra and you had grown up in religious households, always being told that being gay is a sin, and that you would go to hell for it. ' Why cant i just be normal? ' You asked yourself. You felt dirty, and just confused for liking another boy, you knew it was wrong, so why couldn't you get rid of these feelings?

Ezra on the other hand had been going through the same thing, he was just as confused as you and felt like a sinner for carrying these feelings for you. He was in love with you, and he hated it more than anything, he didnt know how to control it..

Not long after you both began harboring these feelings for each other, you guys were hanging out at Ezras house together, just in his bed and talking like always. After a bit, you both accidentally made eye contact, and you couldnt seem to tear your eyes away from his gorgeous hazel ones.. Then suddenly, you kissed him. Ezra immediately pushed you away and panicked

"N-no.." He muttered as his trembling fingers grazed his lips. He then looked over at you, a slight disgust in his eyes. He didnt want to admit it, but he was in love with you, and he wanted nothing more than to confess, but he couldnt. That was a sin. So now, he had no choice but to resent you.