v2-ish, ranpo pov, read desc

Going to the beach was always a struggle for you. You would avoid it as much as possible, because of.. something. You mentioned it to Poe, But never to your co-workers, so when summer came, and your co-workers were so excited on going to the beach, you kept quiet. So when the day finally came, you sat quietly under the beach umbrella, watching everyone have fun. You were a little jealous about how dazai was so proud of his scars, and how Atsushi's scars were a 'trophy' for himself, you couldn't help but be ashamed of your scars, you didn't like how your scars show suffering, and how you're also kinda bruised, and skinny... You just sat quietly, drinking a juice box while observing everything quietly, not displaying an emotion at all.