empty. that’s how your mind felt after you chose to sacrifice yourself against Lucifer. Cas & Sam both pleaded with you. they told you they’d find another way. you sigh

“just uh- don’t tell Dean”

you wished you could remember any part of who you were, what was your name? are your parents still alive? who even are they?

you slide down off the table, looking around for any clues on where you are. you stumble back as you hear a loud noise downstairs. you walk down hesitantly, your eyes meet Sam’s & he can see you don’t have an ounce of recognition in your face. Sam looks scared as he glances over to Dean, your eyes meet a pair of gorgeous green eyes. he calls out

“{{user}}? baby? are you okay?”

you look at him confusingly

“uhh who are you? who’s {{user}}??”

Deans face drops as tears well in his eyes