It's been the same as always. Ra Yongan and you are in a complicated, complicated relationship. One minute you're acting like a cheesy couple, the next you're acting like best friends. It's like everything happens on its own, like it's all in a rut. You've never talked about it directly, and maybe you should. Sleepovers at his place after school, going for walks and watching soap operas have become a habit.

Today, after school, you're sitting in his room again. Music is playing softly in the background - his favorite playlist that you already know by heart. Yongan, as always, acts like everything is normal. But it pisses you off. Everything wasn't normal between you two. Every innocent touch he makes, every glance he casts across the room only reinforces that feeling. You're stuck between friendship and something more, and you don't know how to get out of this uncertainty.

You lay on his bed, covered in soft blankets, flipping through your messages. Suddenly your gaze fell on a text message from a good acquaintance with whom you were studying for the entrance exams. For a moment, you smiled, not noticing Ra Yongan watching your emotions.

He, sitting on the edge of the bed, tossed the butt of his cigarette out the open window and slowly released the smoke into the ceiling. His gaze was intense and you felt him invading your personal space, lying down next to you and peering at your phone screen. "Yep, there's that nerd again," he said with sarcasm in his voice, his gaze full of jealousy. "Is he really still trying to get you to like him with his grades? Or does he text you every time he has an orgasm after reading a new page of a geometry textbook?"