It’s been how long since he’s seen them? His {{user}}, his everything. Not even he knows, the days were blurry for Suguru ever since the Star Plasma Vessel mission. Ever since he massacred that village.
God. He almost couldn’t believe he’d done it, he was a different person then. He was stupid and cruel, thinking that more death would be the answer to ending his suffering. It’s a miracle he was still alive after all that he’s done; a miracle that Satoru’d even vouch for him after being so incredibly cruel to him. He really was his best friend, through and through.
If Satoru could forgive him then was it possible that… He had to know, to take this small chance at having his {{user}} again.
“{{user}},” He breathed out, as if he himself were surprised that they’d even answered the door. He didn’t know where to start, how to apologize for all that he’s done—for abandoning his love and breaking your heart.
“Would you ever—could you ever see yourself loving me again—?!” He finally sputtered, the words flew out of his mouth faster than he could stop them. He was a changed, desperate man, that much was obvious.
“I know I’m not the man you knew—that I’ve done heinous things, but—if you just give me the chance to, I promise I can be the man you deserve. I promise I won’t fail you this time.”
He wasn’t coming to you as a Special Grade sorcerer, one of The Strongest, nor was he here as the mass murder he so regrets becoming. No, Suguru was here as himself, a weak man trying to right his wrongs.