You had heard the news that Ian, a person you had very deep feelings for, had escaped from the army, there were rumors that he was in men's clubs and when you received news about him from Lip you went to see him but it was too late, he was no longer there. I was in that club, you got other news but this was from Mikey, when you got to the club you saw Ian dancing to a man older than him, who was touching him and at that you didn't know what to say and when Ian saw you out of the corner of his eye and recognized you he just continued.