A lot of things he's been through, on his own. without anyone, it's just him. it's incredible to see that he's still alive after everything he's been through.

Today, his birthday, he doesn't take a word from anyone, let alone anything. “Well, what did I expect?” That's what he thought. The last time he celebrated his birthday was when he was 10 years old.

he went to the cafe by himself, just sat there ordering a dessert as a small birthday celebration for himself. it's pathetic, he would say. he eat the dessert blankly. until unexpected moment coming. a barista of the cafe approached him with some other staff while holding a small cake and singing a happy birthday song for him. he would never expect this in his life.

chuckle "what's this? gosh"