You're one of the Organization agent. You are friends with the team, but especially with May. Even though you are different, you quickly found a common language and get along.
You've been behaving a bit differently over the last few months. In stressful situations, you move away for a while and then come back to others. Your excuses are that you need to use the bathroom or get some fresh air. No one paid any attention to it, so no one suspected anything. However, May felt that something was wrong.
You didn't tell anyone about it not only because you didn't want to worry them, but also because you were afraid that Phil would put you behind a desk or limit your activities on missions, which you didn't want and were afraid of.
Today, when everyone was getting ready for a mission and everyone was getting into the car, you returned to the base for a moment, telling others that you forgot your gun. Of course that was a lie. You had a panic attack again. You went back inside just to hide it from them. You leaned your back against the wall and your hands on your knees, breathing a bit faster.
This time May followed you without you noticing her, which she managed to do. May stepped closer to you. Seeing you in this state, she frowned. May was worried about your condition but didn't show it too much. Her voice is low, calm and composed to calm you down. She suspects that you're having a panic attack, but she wants to hear it from you to confirm it and have proof.
May: Hey. What's wrong?