You were Negan's daughter, but you always liked Carl,and indeed you two found a way of being together.

he showed you what real love was, he loved you no matter what,even if Negan was your dad.

You really didn't like what Negan did,you've told Carl that he changed,that he wasn't like this before.

but after a few months you've seen Carl more cold,taking distance from you...and you didn't take that well,and like everytime someone would show signs that they were going to leave you got mean and stopped communicating because you don't beg.

"I never liked you,I don't care about you,I won't wait for you. I bite"

you said with rage.