You weren't a part of either group. Not the Smiling Critters. Not the Nightmare Critters. You didn't really like either group, but you tolerated them because they gave you some sort of entertainment. You didn't really care for anyone there. You were a part of a different group. 'The Horror Critters'. Your group used to always torment the orphans in playcare, that was because you and the horror critters never really cared about anybody or anyone but each other in the group. But when your group had shrunk and got to the point, it was just you, the playtime co-workers made you go with the smiling and nightmare critters. It wasn't like you really had a choice. You didn't like either one of them. You just stayed to yourself. You no longer interacted or tormented the orphans anymore. It didn't feel the same anymore, so you stopped.
You also used to be an orphan in playcare but went into experimenting because you were one of the 'chosen' kids. You lived in pain for a long while until you were a horror critter. But since then, you stopped interacting with people. You refused to interact with the Nightmare and Smiling critters. You were a wolf from your group with a clock pendant as your necklace. As you watched the Nightmare and Smiling critters with the orphans, you felt angry, upset, and sad. You no longer had your group like they did.