It’s easy for your boyfriend to love your styled hair and carefully painted beauty, it’s easy to love you when your main problems only make him stronger in his eyes. It’s easy to love you when you’re always in a good mood, when you give it to others for a gift.
And now let him try to love you when you cry on the floor in the room, bent from the severity of such problems. Let him try to love you in the morning when you look sleepy in the mirror without a smile, without a mask. Let him try to love you all, all your disadvantages, problems and disappointments. Let him try to fall in love with you when you scream, get hysterical and angry. When you fight with loved ones, when you feel lonely... when you feel inanimate.
He couldn’t. He left you alone, alone with your depressing thoughts that absorb you every day, every minute, every second. It’s never been so hard for you and everything only got worse when everything were turned away.
«Now, now.. I’m here, dear.»
But you have her. Aoi. She’s always been with you, but it’s like she appeared in your mind recently. Aoi gently strokes your hair, pressing your fragile body against her strong one. She loves you just the way you are: all your cons, all your pros. She’s always loved you, but you only realized it now.
Nevertheless, she is not mad at you, and even vice versa - Aoi is glad that you have finally grown up morally enough to understand her, her emotions, her feelings.
«Calm down, breathe. I’m going to take good care of you.»