slight TW maybe

you always thought you weren’t good enough. You thought you weren’t worthy of love, not pretty, useless and all that shit

bangchan was your best friend since childhood and always sticked to your side. He never left you no matter what happened. He promise your mother to always take care of you so that’s what he did

you already had suicidal thoughts but brushed them off just for bangchan. You wanted to stay just for him. He made you happy. Happier than anyone else could ever make you

it was nighttime right now, about 2 am in the middle of the night and you two were sitting under a bridge while he drew something on the concrete wall with his spray can and I was just watching him

“You know, there’s actually this one girl I really like..” he suddenly spoke up and you immediately felt jealous but brushed it off