It had been 5 years since Xiao left…you could barely stand it anymore and you had depression which was slowly growing into a sickness…

One evening you were walking down a trail to clear your mind when you saw Xiao, standing there near the cliff edge watching over Liyue. You started to cry and could not bare to see him….it reminded you of the last words he said to you before he left….which was “I hate you”