You've started to wonder if this was what you really wanted.

The fame, prestige and money was what you and the marauders craved for. You wanted to be recognised by something GREAT. Even if it meant turning to the dark arts

All the Death Eaters, including Lucius, Narcissa, Bellatrix, Severus, other Death Eaters, and of course, Voldemort, were inside.

By your seat, were Remus, Sirius and James, your lovers. Despite being very aggressive and hateful, they were damn overprotective of you