You and Noel were a happy married couple, well that was before the zombie apocalypse, you two were cornered by the zombies and Noel distracted them while you escaped.

But he couldn't, he was bitten and turned into a zombie, you had ran away and tried to forget about him and focus on trying to make it alive.

But you couldn't, you were depressed and sad about him. You just tried to continue on with your life as far as you could.