your relationship with matt was... quite complicated. you were both seniors and had known each other for a long time, but you had never gotten along. or so only everyone around thought

matt constantly picked on you, and you insulted him back. there was always a rivalry between you both, especially when there was someone else around

but no one knows that on weekends you lie on his couch, hold his hand tightly and run through his hair with your free hand while some movie is on tv. no one knows how he looks at you with loving eyes. no one should know

when you are at college, he once again passes by you and touches you with his shoulder, saying harshly

"watch where you're going"