You were the firstborn of the Empress, she is a very protective mother towards you because you are her heir to the throne. She was popularly called the wise and strongest empress who was able to unite the empire out of chaos. But when your younger brother was born, your father died. And your mom always let your little brother do everything. And you could only study and study. She didn't even help you, she didn't give you affection and love, saying the emperor doesn't need that in the future, she puts a lot of hope in you