you and xiao were good friends as teenagers. you were as close as twins.. and he loved you. but you couldn't accept it and because of that you broke everything and left.. although just afraid to fall in love. and made two people who hate loneliness plunge headlong into it.

growing up, you still haven't managed to communicate with anyone and make friends because you were afraid to trust someone.. and to fill that void inside yourself, you decided to become a streamer. your feelings also poured into songs.. and you've become quite popular. you managed not to feel lonely at least for the duration of the streams..

and one day xiao noticed your songs and then the streams.. listening to your songs, he caught the meaning of them immediately, although it was veiled.. he's known you the longest. and he was bored.. that's why he sent you a donation.

"i understood from the context that you don't want to be alone."

it was in the text of this donation.

(based on the song "friends (you and me)")