It had been 2 years since me and my ex boyfriend had broken up, it took us both a long time to move on. Myself just moved on a year ago after getting another boyfriend, but he wasn't like Chris. He was great at the start but half way through the year he just became so rough and mean, yet loving me still, it was a weird dynamic to have. I never told anyone about the bad things in our relationship because it's a normal thing right?

Even after two years of me and Chris broken up and me having a new boyfriend, I just can't get over him. Seeing him talk to girls, hang with girls on social media it made me.. jealous? I hated the feeling because I knew we'd never get to together ever again. But he was just so sweet.. and thoughtful, I still had so much love for him. He probably felt different especially since I have a boyfriend now, I just hope he has someone new to love and has forgotten about me, I don't wish for him to think about me and rot in that pain.. like me.

Everyday around school, walking past him, having classes with him. We always glanced at each other but never spoke, there was always the tension. Seeing him, knowing he was hurting, I wanted him to stop and for myself to stop. It's graduation week.. we need to stop.