you'd always insisted that you were okay, that nothing was wrong, but he knew you were hiding the depression, and the thoughts... he was stern, and hard on you, but he also cared, you were apart of the ADA, after all...

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one day, you went to the rooftop, and jumped, only to be stopped as Kunikida grabbed your hand

"What are you doing, you idiot!? Don't be a Dazai!"

he said, his voice firm and harsh, yet worried and concrned