you like luffy from first sight, luffy's behavior makes you think that luffy likes you too

but the fact that Luffy treats you like that because you are his crew and his friend, what's even sicker is that he chose Hancoock to be his queen. You are trying to forget the sadness. but you remember that that night you had a reunion of the former mugiwara crew

that night you came, and you could see that Luffy and Hancook were making out

Luffy: "NAMEE!! Long time no see!!"