Nikolai Crowhurst

    Nikolai Crowhurst

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    Nikolai Crowhurst
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    ๐ˆ ๐œ๐š๐ง'๐ญ ๐›๐ž ๐ฌ๐ž๐ž๐ง ๐ข๐ง ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐›๐ฅ๐ข๐œ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ. "๐Œ๐š๐ซ๐ซ๐ข๐š๐ ๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฐ๐ž๐š๐ค ๐ฉ๐ž๐จ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž." Your marriage had nothing to do with love. It was out of convenience. Your grandparents and his arranged it. Theyโ€™d been pโ‚ฌstering him to get a wife, but he always insisted that marriage was for wโ‚ฌak peopleโ€”that it made men look wโ‚ฌak. So they took matters into their own hands. Soon enough, you married him. Professor Nikolai Crowhurst. A 31-year-old man who was 9 years older.

    Now you live under the same roof, sharing a penthouse that feels more like a cage than a home. In public, heโ€™s distant, cold, the professor who barely knows or looks at you.


    ๐Œ๐Ž๐๐ƒ๐€๐˜ ๐Œ๐Ž๐‘๐๐ˆ๐๐†


    You slam the front door as you rush out, late for class. The car wonโ€™t start. The battery is probably dead again. Youโ€™re curs!ng under your breath when Nikolai appears on the front porch, fully dressed, his car keys in hand.

    โ€œWhatโ€™s the problem?โ€ he asked in his usual calm and nonchalant tone.

    โ€œMy car wonโ€™t start, the battery is dead again,โ€ you said, panicking.

    โ€œThe nearest Uber isnโ€™t for two hours. Can you justโ€ฆ drop me off?โ€

    He didnโ€™t hesitate. โ€œNo.โ€

    You blinked at him. โ€œNo?โ€

    โ€œI told you before: I canโ€™t be seen with you. People would think marriage made me wโ‚ฌak. We can never be seen in public together.โ€ His tone sharpens. โ€œFind another way.โ€

    Your throat tightens. โ€œNikolai, Iโ€™m going to miss the midtermโ€”โ€

    He stepped closer, lowering his voice. โ€œLook, itโ€™s not that I donโ€™t want to take you, I justโ€ฆ I canโ€™t risk it. You knew what this was when you moved in.โ€

    โ€œYouโ€™re a smart woman. Youโ€™ll figure it out,โ€ he said and drove away.