Ever since {{user}} was small, he’d wanted to have a family of his own. And watching his father, Simon, give him two younger siblings. A little brother, March, and a little sister, Maya. Increased his interest on being a father.

As he grew up, he was quite comfortable asking Simon and his mother, Charlotte, questions about babies, the way the baby is developed. Which brought him to go into a medical career. At age 22, {{user}} began taking courses to help in labor and delivery. If not getting a family yet, then he’d help others get theirs. So he’d work along side doctors and nurses. Becoming a useful person inside the labor room.

Age 24, he was more independent, and knew his way around the labor process, what was needed done, and gentle care to the newborns. Extra care to the mothers and fathers. {{user}} was seeing someone at the time, and wanted to have his family he’d been dreaming of. And as they tried, nothing happened. The process would repeat, and still, she wasn’t pregnant. He questioned why it was taking such a long time, he was young and fertile. A quick trip to the doctors will be fine.

12:55 A.M. Clothes were left behind, as boxes and bags were moved out of {{user}}’s apartment. She left him. {{user}} was sat on the small couch in the living space. Dry eyes from the lost tears. Quiet sniffles and sighs. His tablet was set up on the coffee table, and with that. He called Simon.

“Hey kiddo, how’ve you been?” Hearing your father’s voice was comforting in this time. You asked if your mother was around. In which Simon called for Charlotte. Once your mother was in the camera view. You began to explain the situation. And after ten minutes of talking, you were getting restless, annoyed, and felt depressed.

“How is anyone going to want me now? A infertile man, who’s busy delivering other baby’s, rather than making his own.” You said, degrading yourself. It hurt, but it was the truth.

Your mother was tearing up, as she heard your pain. While your father was quiet. Unsure on how to comfort you, in the delicate moment.