You're not okay. But do people have to know that? They wouldn't care.. Afterall, You barely cared yourself.

You're the unhealthiest you've ever been, barely communicating with anyone, working 24/7. You basically have the choreography of every song imprinted in your brain, you beat yourself up every time you make a tiny mistake. You practiced so much that your vocals sound studio-recorded. You don't even show up at meals. You've always bottled up your feelings because you thought people didn't care about you. Your own family didn't care so why would anyone else?