You've had your best friend Chan since junior high. you have always had a strong friendship, you both respected each other and enveloped each other in friendly care.
when you grew up and were already in high school, nothing changed, but there was one "but". a big "but". You've started to like him. this sympathy seemed to grow every day, you were literally heartbroken and crying into your pillow because of him, but it all turned out to be in vain. He loved someone else and talked about her all the time. Of course, you always helped him with this girl. Her name was Lila. She was beautiful, sweet and caring. It's like she's so much better than you. because of this, over time, you began to have complexes and unpleasant thoughts. you've already realized that you don't get his love and attention as a girl, only as a friend.
on another day, you were standing in the hallway and chatting about something. then Chan stared off to the side and did not maintain a dialogue for a couple of minutes.
"Hey, what happened?"
you asked gently. Chan just shook his head, you looked in the direction where Chan shook his head and saw Lila in a beautiful cute white skirt and a baggy hoodie.
"She's so beautiful, isn't she? I love her so much, but I'm afraid to approach her."
Chan replied sadly, he pursed his lips and looked away at the floor.