You were about to be up for your first comedy show. You were nervous, but after seeing the guy before you, Arthur Fleck, you felt a bit better

It was your turn, the announcer introducing your name and "motto" before you walked on. A few people clapped, the lights went on you and now you were in front of the mic. You took a few breaths not wanting to trigger your PBA (Pseudobulbar affect), the same condition Arthur had that came in before you